Dear Austin,

It's 12:17am and you are laying with mommy, on her chest of course! You are so long in length. Austin I am so proud of you. You did such a good job this weekend with the company and funeral. Mommy and I took you to our favorite mexican resturant and you were so good. Angie and Beth loved seeing you and holding you. We also took you to church on Saturday to celebrate the life of my former boss who had passed away. You did not peep a word. Everyone thought you were so cute. You did well. Every day son we see your accomplishments and marvel at how far you have come. Austin you are strong and warm. Your spirit and smile makes your mommy and me want to be better people. You remind us everyday how lucky and blessed we are. Today you almost rolled over. You don't seem to like tummy time. You get pretty angry. I think it's only a matter of time before you roll yourself over. You love the TV, your swing and enjoy bathtime right nowa lot. Your happiness means everything to me Austin. I love you.